Monday, June 29, 2009

experiences that led me to believe in anarchy

what first led me to believe in anarchy was when i started listening to punk music. their lyrics constantly preached ofanarchy and anti-authourity. at first i just started drawing anarchy signs on my clothes not really thinking about it, but then the more i listened to and really paid attention to the lyrics and anger in the music the more it made sense to me and th emore i related to it. i was getting stopped all the time by police for skateboarding, loitering, disturbance of the peace, underage posession, and being stopped for no reason at all. when these things happened to me i experienced a anger which id never felt before. i was just so fuckin pissed. i wanted to smash their stupid cop car windows in and beat their fatass stomaches with baseball bats. i felt like i just had every right and personal freedom taken away from me when a cop roles up and says "son give me your board" i turn and walk away with a show of my finger and they get out and start man handling me take the board and fine me with hundreds of dollars. or when me n my friend are smoking in a alley and the cops come drag us up to their office and write us tickets when we did nothing to them. we were in no way effecting them or affecting anyone else . it just gets me so fuckin mad i get worried i mite hurt a cop, and its just stupid that people like me even have to get driven to this place of anger. i wish the cops would just think for them selves n mind thier own fuckin business. and ive gotten arrested for spray painting under a bridge. they fine you for vandilism. what were we vandalising? some construction dudes found a nice looking ravine full of wild life, tore up a bunch of trees and dug giant whole and then threw in a bunch of cement and metal and built a bridge. that seems to be more vandalising thne what we did. and what we did doesnt effect th ecops, it doesnt effect anyone. i would understand someone getting mad if i was painting their house but i wasnt. I FUCKING HATE THE GOVERNMENT. i try to keep a open mind about cops cause i know that quite a few of thme have good hearts and are decent people, but i cant keep my respect for them when they try to take away my rights and freedoms, and it doesnt help that some cops no better than fuckin slave masters from th e1800s. and well ah its just the fact that another person seems to think for some reason they got the right to take something away from me or tell me what to do. we are all the same, all people no different from eachother so there should be no such thing as authourity except with parents and their young children. idk i wish people would just live thier lives doing what THEY felt was right not worrying the laws some fatass made up.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

ANARCHY

ANARCHY
I've finally fucking realized in the last year. iv realized what i should be and what im being and turning into. ive learned how to live in this place without becoming a brainwashed kid intent on impressing others, worrying about what they think, striving to fit in with everyone else, and accepting this system weve been born into of lies. Kids are tought from when then born that this is hot this is ugly this is beutiful and this is bad and this is good. they are tought through out the years that you need to fit in with your peers, be like them and be accepted by them to be anything in life. you are tought that what they think of you is so important that you should change yourself for them and if someone says your fat and ugly your poor little feelings get hurt and you iether get depressed and mope around feeling bad for yourself hating life or you get angry and try to kick their ass. WHY THE FLYING FUCK DO YOU GIVE A SHIT ABOUT WHAT PEOPLE THINK OR SAY OF YOU? WHO FUCKING CARES? its what they think of you. it in no way effects you unless its a friend. I completely believe this, but the times it does effect me is when its a girl i have feelings for. School is bullshit. all the "wise" people say schools the only way to get a good job and have a good life. They say youll never make it without a school education. NO. you only need to get this school education if you want to make it in the society and economic system that has been forced on us by you. WHAT IF I DONT WANNA FUCKING MAKE IN THIS SOCIETY. FUCK THIS SOCIETY. I WANT NOTHING TO FUCKING DO WITH IT. I AM MY OWN FUCKING PERSON AND I WILL NOT LIVE HOW YOU WANT ME TO. I WILL NOT LIVE THE LIFE YOU HAVE TRAINED ME TO LIVE AND THE LIFE THAT I AM EXPECTED TO LIVE JUST BECAUSE EVERYONE ELSE DID BEFORE ME AND STILL DOES. I WILL LIVE HOW I FUCKING WANT TO. FUCK YOU AND YOUR AMERICAN LIFESTYLE. in school we just learn what you want us to learn. You can have your american lifestyle, i could seriously care less. i might think your a idiot, but whatever, its what i think, BUT DONT FUCKING FORCE IT ON THE YOUTH OF TODAY. DO NOT FORCE YOUR WAY OF LIFE ON US, AND THAN SAY WERE DISTURBED AND LOSERS IN LIFE JUST CAUSE WE DIDNT WANNA FUCKING LIVE LIFE HOW YOU FUCKING WANTED US TO. FUCK YOUR SYSTEM. LUCKY FOR YOU MOST OF THE YOUTH OF TODAY ARE COMPLETELY BRAINWASHED AND ACCEPT YOUR SYSTEM DOWN TO THE LAST SPELLING TEST. We are expected to live within their lines, do what they want us to when they want us to or else were criminals or we turn into bums on the street. then they build homeless shelters for us and say their helping all the irresponsible homeless people who were too lazy to get a job. But guess what? if it werent for your stupid ass system and government they wouldnt be homeless in the firstplace. they wouldve been able to build a home of their own without having to pay fucking taxes, buying land from you (and what the fuck made that land yours in the first place??) and the price for a permit that you can only afford if you make it in your fucking system. They would be able to go get their own food from the resources that should be avialable to everyone, but big corparations lik ewalmart steal all of it and force people to buy and steal. so then they say your stealing, when really you are stealing what should rightfully belong to everyone. we are just taking from some richass corporate snob who doesnt give a fuck that there kids starving as long as he makes millions. You say that your government and military protects us from "terrorists" and evil countrys. What the fuck are you protecting us from. the only times we are even close to needing protection is from the enemies that YOU have made through being greedy and powerhungry and trying to police the world with your narrow minded views of "justice". then you have to brainwash the public through fear into thinking that their their enemies too. you tell them their coming for you and that we cant be safe until they are defeated. your the one who fucking started this shit and got us in the mess. if it werent for you there would be none of that. You go and bomb cities around the world and warehouses in your own country containing the so-called killer marijuana (meanwhile your dumping toxic waste killing thousands and building nuclear weapons desinged to kill millions.) You always have to be in control, and its never gonna happen. the tighter your squeeze the more slips through your fingers. there are leaders with good intentions but beneath there is always corruption. ALWAYS. you dont give a damn all you care about is your greed, your power, and your money. its all about your money. WELL FUCK MONEY. its the wortheless core of this country and youve pushed onto the some how idiotic brainwashed people of your country, and some how like sheep in a flock, just about every mother fuckin one of them has caught the hook in their mouth. they are obsessed with it. theyll kill fo rit cant get enough of it, and would take it over love cause they think itll make them happy and theyll get everyhting they ever wanted. THERE IS NO FUCKING HAPPYNESS WITHOUT LOVE. you cant buy happyness. youll spend your whole life wishing, hoping for money and if you ever become rich, oh yea! its fun i can buy whatver the fuck i want. Yea!. how long does that happyness last? its temporary greed and materialism satisfied but you will not be happy. youll become depressed and hate your life cause you dont know the real fucking gemns in life. What about government? FUCK GOVERNMENT. ANARCHY! WHO THE FUCK GAVE YOU THE RIGHT TO TELL OTHERS WHAT TO DO???? FUCK YOU!. greedy bastards control everyone. they say their helping us, protecting us, serving us. bullshit. People dont need protection from other fucking people. if someone wants to do heroine and fuck them selves up, so what? its their own fucking lives, if they wanna reduce their life to shit let them. its their own fucking choice. as for the youth you think their all gonna buy shit from the dealers and get fucked up. well thats their fucking choice too. if they wanna buy the shit let them fuckking buy it. we dont need rules or laws. you say these laws protect us from getting hurt or killed. your laws are created to control every single fucking aspect of human life. you are control freaks. you want to stop every thing that can go wrong from going wrong by controlling EVERYTHING. PEOPLE FUCKING DIE. ITS NATURE FUCKHEAD! You think that you have the right to control billions of people? do you think you have the right to control ONE person? well you fucking dont. you do not control us. but you have to otherwise there would be no order and no power to you. If we decide "hmm maybe i shouldnt let this pig just lock me up inside this cell just because i didnt want to pay taxes on MY home not only cause its mine but also cause that money is just going to build bombs to kill" you lock us up and try to make us pay you off. well fuck you. no one gave you the right to do this shit to us. no one gave you the right to control us like slaves. LET THE PEOPLE LIVE AND DIE WITHOUT BEING SUFFOCATED BY YOUR OBSESSION OF CONTROL AND POWER! As for jails that system is completely fucked. besides the fact that you have no right to lock these people up, baisically its built to the benefit of the wealthy and the government. if your rich you can just buy your way out of jail. they dont give a fuck as long as they get the money. they lock more and more people up just for the purpose of making money for the government to spend on oil and bombs. America thinks its so much better than everyone else. they go to war with a country a the smallest hint they might have a few nuclear weapons while we have thousands. why can we have the bombs and they cant? are we a master race of people who do nothing but the right thing? do we deserve all the best toys on the playground and watch everyone else laughing at how much more powerful we are than them. we are the bullys of the playground. we only help people in need being slaughtered if we see profit in it. if not its "oh how sad. thats so terrible whats happening over there". if your gonna be a fucking superpower control freak at least help the people that need, but no your a corrupt pile of shit. WE DONT WANT YOU! WE DONT NEED YOU! anarchy is the way to go. The worst things that have happened in this world are because of the goverment. the amount of deaths in a setting of anarchy would be far less than with government, were the countrie's leaders hog all the food and resources for their roads and weapons so that the working class people and animals of the world have nothing and die. The governments go to war wiping millions off the face of the earth, creating more anger and hate than was there in the first place, just creating more problems. its a never ending cycle. you say were going to war to help and save people. it just angers and makes more violence. A plane crashes into 2 buildings killing a thousand. you call them evil terrorists who have sick sadistic minds. then you drop atom bombs killing millions and you say "its all in the line of protecting our country and whats right". bullshit. maybe those people in the planes trying to crash into the pentagon were determined on protecting the world from this monster taking over the world, and controlling everyone's every move, that we call America. you guys are just always right and thats that you think. if people would just leave others alone and mind their own fucking business none of this would be happening.