Thursday, July 9, 2009

responses to my what people wrote

alright- "the take over". arnt most of the problems u go through in life your own problems? and no its not that people shouldnt have to follow rules in this country but people shouldn thave to follow rules in ANY country, but americas where i happen to live, and i came to this program cause my dad wanted me to, to skateboard in the city of madison an to get away from home fer awhile n see shit. an yes i have every right to say that many of my problems are created by the governemnt. the people that run the government are no diff then u and me. and yes education is VERY important, just not most of the shit their forcing us to learn in school.alrigh "Lumpi" u might think its bs an thats fine, but this is shit that I BELIEVE in. and u can think i dont know wat im talking about but wat i talk about is wat a feel an my experiences an wat i believe in. itd be nice fer u to tell exactly wat is BS in my essay. n yes all governement is bad. The USA government is probly one of the fairest in th eworld but that doesnt make it right, an th ereason i write bout the USA is cause this i swhere i live so i can only write of wat i know and my experiences of here. and yea theres always people oput there who believe in authority an government like u, n theres no problmem with that, i just get mad when they expect us to follow the laws that they made up when their no better than us. "Pricella"- well with murderers if some kills someone close to you or your family, u should do what u feel is the right thing to do. so if u wanted u try an hunt th eperson down an kill them, or u could choose to forgive them. u could choose to get revenge and kill someone close to that person, but that will get u no where. it will create more problems and more people wanting to get back at u. in situations like that you should do whatever u feel is the right thing to do. u dont need someone else to decide what is right and wrong for you. YOU choose what to do accodring to your beliefs. they got no right to tell us how to live our lives. and as for anarchy being lawlessness and disorder, that would be true for the years in abstence after the dissapearence of government but after many years people would discover their own better sense of justice. communes would form and people would live how they wanted. thers so much shit to say but idk i dont have time to say all of it, but iether way even if it was always chaos, id much rather have that then living in a controlled environment of halfass freedom. for one its been way more than one experience and even if it was just one experience it wouldnt be any differnt and this blog isnt about the cops. its about anarchy. and not dissing on u or anything, but in my opinion "as a citizen of the U.S. its your job to follow the law" is one of the stupidest things ive ever heard. I was born. i was born thats it. i didnt sign up to be a U.S. citzen or anything i was just born a fuckin person, or as mark unseen would say "remember you were born a human being, not a part of their machine". the USA is land. just land it belongs to EVERYONE. if anyone has the right to the land it would be the native americans. just cause i was born where europeans happened to land hundreds of years ago, murder thousands of natives and claim the land their own doesnt mean i am in anyway related to the USA. FUCK THE USA. FUCK ALL GOVERNMENT> there is no need for countries were all th esame. were all fuckin people!!!. well thats fine u can think that. but anarhcy would would give the freedom humans should be born with and the freedom that everyone deserves. whats going on today is just another from of slavery

sorta poem thing

Government is fine for those who want it, for those who would rather always have big brother there to solve their every problem, for those who are fine with having just about every aspect of their life controlled, for those who would rather be dependent on someone else for them to live their lives, but for those who would rather live life on their own without your rules and total control, for those who believe they can make it on their own, think for themselves and decide for themselves what is right and wrong don't force your government of lies and control on us. "We the people" supposedly created this government to make our lives and better. What about those that don't agree with all the laws and restrictions you impose? Are they simply expected to go along with all of the people you put in control? The people are supposedly consulted when laws are made, and many agree with them, but about those who don't agree with their laws? Are they expected to just go along with all of the rules made by another human being, who is supposedly the same as you and me? This country claims every man is created equal, but that is obviously untrue, when one man sitting in a chair can decide whether thousands of others live or die or are forced to spend the rest of their lives in a cage. I was not asked if I agreed with all the restrictions set on me in this "land of the free", and if I had been I would not agree with all of the laws set before me. But that would not matter. They would say its my duty as a citizen to follow these laws set forth. I was born with a duty to be a citizen? Everyone is born with right to be who they want to be, serve who they want to serve, decide what they want to do, and live they life they want to live. We were all born human beings, not a part of your machine, of the world power, America.

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

How i view myself

i view myself as just a person like everyone else, but a person who thinks differently then a majority of my peers. My dad is white and grew up in a trailer park with his father. My mother is half African American half Haitian and grew up on a farm. I was raised in St. Paul for my younger years, and then moved to a small town in Wisconsin on lake superior when i was in second grade. I was raised to be a christian but over the years I have gone away from Christianity and any religion because people tend just just hear what they want to hear, and I think there is the possibility of a a greater spiritual being out there but i think that people just make things up to fit their culture, and thats why there are so many religions in the world, and all of them believe in a god but they fight wars over who's view of god is the right one and its so stupid what religion does to some people, and in my opinion people create religion to have a center in their life, some thing to make them whole or make them feel better. Its all in their heads.
As a school student I am not a good one. The only thing I enjoy about school is my friends. The only thing I use the shit I learn in school for is to know my enemy better and so i can learn more about what i dislike about this place. Other than that most of the information in school is useless. Out side of school I am interested in learning what I want and need to learn. I am interested in learning new things that will be useful in my present life and the life ahead of me, and I like being more educated about things I want to know, or need to know, and I also enjoy educated others out on the streets with knowledge about how to make it better.
My identity would be one of being exactly who you want to be and doing exactly what you want to do. No one has the the authority or control to tell you what to do. I am an anarchist. I believe that we the people are being suffocated by the governments of the world and that they are preventing us from living our lives to the fullest and preventing us from experiencing the full freedom that every human being should be born with.
I am do not talk a lot sometimes. It depends on my mood or what people I am around. I am not shy. I am caring and friendly. I will give respect to those that give respect to me. Everyone is equal so I do not give anything to people unless they deserve it. I take most things lightly and do not get offended easily. I tend to get angry very easily when it comes to police officers. I listen to punk rock and some older metal, and I play in two bands with my friends. I skateboard every chance I can, but I am not trying to go pro or be super competitive, I just skate cause Its something that I LOVE and it is a good way to take out anger and just enjoy yourself and push yourself to be better. Music is the best way to take out your anger without being destructive. I love my friends and family. If I didn't have the friends I have in the area that I live in Id probably start going insane living in the north woods with no one who shared the same views or interests as me.

Thursday, July 2, 2009

discourse

Anyone and everyone can experience the conflict between two discourses. The people who experience the conflict between two discourses the most are probably people in the their adolescents trying to do their own thing separate from their peers and just younger people in general because they are still trying to figure out how to fit in with everything around them and be successful in life. People who experience the least conflict between two discourses are probably the people who created the discourse or are high up on the social ladder. Mayors, presidents, governors, or the popular kids at school. I believe that people can live their lives without worrying about discourses if they are willing to live a certain way, but most people want to fit in with something or other and want to be accepted and respected by their peers so discourses affect those people a lot. So its pretty much a person's choice how they want to be affected by discourse.

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

response to Lesley's blog

ah in the blog i read "the shortest distance between two points" the speaker is Lesley. She is speaking to anyone who will listen or is interested. The main point or argument that Lesley is making is that anything is possible in fashion and that if someone tells her she cant do something shes more likely to do it. She tells how people told her she couldnt wear sand boots with a summer dress and how she did it anyway motivated by their ah disbelief or something. Her tone is one of confidence because she seems fine with herself and is fine trying different things. In my opinion the whole blog was pointless just talking about how u cant wear boots with a dress, but shell try it any ways and just talking about fashion n shit. Not what im into, but its what shes into so whatever. I agree with her on th epart where when people told her she couldnt do something and that just made her want to do it more.

Monday, June 29, 2009

experiences that led me to believe in anarchy

what first led me to believe in anarchy was when i started listening to punk music. their lyrics constantly preached ofanarchy and anti-authourity. at first i just started drawing anarchy signs on my clothes not really thinking about it, but then the more i listened to and really paid attention to the lyrics and anger in the music the more it made sense to me and th emore i related to it. i was getting stopped all the time by police for skateboarding, loitering, disturbance of the peace, underage posession, and being stopped for no reason at all. when these things happened to me i experienced a anger which id never felt before. i was just so fuckin pissed. i wanted to smash their stupid cop car windows in and beat their fatass stomaches with baseball bats. i felt like i just had every right and personal freedom taken away from me when a cop roles up and says "son give me your board" i turn and walk away with a show of my finger and they get out and start man handling me take the board and fine me with hundreds of dollars. or when me n my friend are smoking in a alley and the cops come drag us up to their office and write us tickets when we did nothing to them. we were in no way effecting them or affecting anyone else . it just gets me so fuckin mad i get worried i mite hurt a cop, and its just stupid that people like me even have to get driven to this place of anger. i wish the cops would just think for them selves n mind thier own fuckin business. and ive gotten arrested for spray painting under a bridge. they fine you for vandilism. what were we vandalising? some construction dudes found a nice looking ravine full of wild life, tore up a bunch of trees and dug giant whole and then threw in a bunch of cement and metal and built a bridge. that seems to be more vandalising thne what we did. and what we did doesnt effect th ecops, it doesnt effect anyone. i would understand someone getting mad if i was painting their house but i wasnt. I FUCKING HATE THE GOVERNMENT. i try to keep a open mind about cops cause i know that quite a few of thme have good hearts and are decent people, but i cant keep my respect for them when they try to take away my rights and freedoms, and it doesnt help that some cops no better than fuckin slave masters from th e1800s. and well ah its just the fact that another person seems to think for some reason they got the right to take something away from me or tell me what to do. we are all the same, all people no different from eachother so there should be no such thing as authourity except with parents and their young children. idk i wish people would just live thier lives doing what THEY felt was right not worrying the laws some fatass made up.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

ANARCHY

ANARCHY
I've finally fucking realized in the last year. iv realized what i should be and what im being and turning into. ive learned how to live in this place without becoming a brainwashed kid intent on impressing others, worrying about what they think, striving to fit in with everyone else, and accepting this system weve been born into of lies. Kids are tought from when then born that this is hot this is ugly this is beutiful and this is bad and this is good. they are tought through out the years that you need to fit in with your peers, be like them and be accepted by them to be anything in life. you are tought that what they think of you is so important that you should change yourself for them and if someone says your fat and ugly your poor little feelings get hurt and you iether get depressed and mope around feeling bad for yourself hating life or you get angry and try to kick their ass. WHY THE FLYING FUCK DO YOU GIVE A SHIT ABOUT WHAT PEOPLE THINK OR SAY OF YOU? WHO FUCKING CARES? its what they think of you. it in no way effects you unless its a friend. I completely believe this, but the times it does effect me is when its a girl i have feelings for. School is bullshit. all the "wise" people say schools the only way to get a good job and have a good life. They say youll never make it without a school education. NO. you only need to get this school education if you want to make it in the society and economic system that has been forced on us by you. WHAT IF I DONT WANNA FUCKING MAKE IN THIS SOCIETY. FUCK THIS SOCIETY. I WANT NOTHING TO FUCKING DO WITH IT. I AM MY OWN FUCKING PERSON AND I WILL NOT LIVE HOW YOU WANT ME TO. I WILL NOT LIVE THE LIFE YOU HAVE TRAINED ME TO LIVE AND THE LIFE THAT I AM EXPECTED TO LIVE JUST BECAUSE EVERYONE ELSE DID BEFORE ME AND STILL DOES. I WILL LIVE HOW I FUCKING WANT TO. FUCK YOU AND YOUR AMERICAN LIFESTYLE. in school we just learn what you want us to learn. You can have your american lifestyle, i could seriously care less. i might think your a idiot, but whatever, its what i think, BUT DONT FUCKING FORCE IT ON THE YOUTH OF TODAY. DO NOT FORCE YOUR WAY OF LIFE ON US, AND THAN SAY WERE DISTURBED AND LOSERS IN LIFE JUST CAUSE WE DIDNT WANNA FUCKING LIVE LIFE HOW YOU FUCKING WANTED US TO. FUCK YOUR SYSTEM. LUCKY FOR YOU MOST OF THE YOUTH OF TODAY ARE COMPLETELY BRAINWASHED AND ACCEPT YOUR SYSTEM DOWN TO THE LAST SPELLING TEST. We are expected to live within their lines, do what they want us to when they want us to or else were criminals or we turn into bums on the street. then they build homeless shelters for us and say their helping all the irresponsible homeless people who were too lazy to get a job. But guess what? if it werent for your stupid ass system and government they wouldnt be homeless in the firstplace. they wouldve been able to build a home of their own without having to pay fucking taxes, buying land from you (and what the fuck made that land yours in the first place??) and the price for a permit that you can only afford if you make it in your fucking system. They would be able to go get their own food from the resources that should be avialable to everyone, but big corparations lik ewalmart steal all of it and force people to buy and steal. so then they say your stealing, when really you are stealing what should rightfully belong to everyone. we are just taking from some richass corporate snob who doesnt give a fuck that there kids starving as long as he makes millions. You say that your government and military protects us from "terrorists" and evil countrys. What the fuck are you protecting us from. the only times we are even close to needing protection is from the enemies that YOU have made through being greedy and powerhungry and trying to police the world with your narrow minded views of "justice". then you have to brainwash the public through fear into thinking that their their enemies too. you tell them their coming for you and that we cant be safe until they are defeated. your the one who fucking started this shit and got us in the mess. if it werent for you there would be none of that. You go and bomb cities around the world and warehouses in your own country containing the so-called killer marijuana (meanwhile your dumping toxic waste killing thousands and building nuclear weapons desinged to kill millions.) You always have to be in control, and its never gonna happen. the tighter your squeeze the more slips through your fingers. there are leaders with good intentions but beneath there is always corruption. ALWAYS. you dont give a damn all you care about is your greed, your power, and your money. its all about your money. WELL FUCK MONEY. its the wortheless core of this country and youve pushed onto the some how idiotic brainwashed people of your country, and some how like sheep in a flock, just about every mother fuckin one of them has caught the hook in their mouth. they are obsessed with it. theyll kill fo rit cant get enough of it, and would take it over love cause they think itll make them happy and theyll get everyhting they ever wanted. THERE IS NO FUCKING HAPPYNESS WITHOUT LOVE. you cant buy happyness. youll spend your whole life wishing, hoping for money and if you ever become rich, oh yea! its fun i can buy whatver the fuck i want. Yea!. how long does that happyness last? its temporary greed and materialism satisfied but you will not be happy. youll become depressed and hate your life cause you dont know the real fucking gemns in life. What about government? FUCK GOVERNMENT. ANARCHY! WHO THE FUCK GAVE YOU THE RIGHT TO TELL OTHERS WHAT TO DO???? FUCK YOU!. greedy bastards control everyone. they say their helping us, protecting us, serving us. bullshit. People dont need protection from other fucking people. if someone wants to do heroine and fuck them selves up, so what? its their own fucking lives, if they wanna reduce their life to shit let them. its their own fucking choice. as for the youth you think their all gonna buy shit from the dealers and get fucked up. well thats their fucking choice too. if they wanna buy the shit let them fuckking buy it. we dont need rules or laws. you say these laws protect us from getting hurt or killed. your laws are created to control every single fucking aspect of human life. you are control freaks. you want to stop every thing that can go wrong from going wrong by controlling EVERYTHING. PEOPLE FUCKING DIE. ITS NATURE FUCKHEAD! You think that you have the right to control billions of people? do you think you have the right to control ONE person? well you fucking dont. you do not control us. but you have to otherwise there would be no order and no power to you. If we decide "hmm maybe i shouldnt let this pig just lock me up inside this cell just because i didnt want to pay taxes on MY home not only cause its mine but also cause that money is just going to build bombs to kill" you lock us up and try to make us pay you off. well fuck you. no one gave you the right to do this shit to us. no one gave you the right to control us like slaves. LET THE PEOPLE LIVE AND DIE WITHOUT BEING SUFFOCATED BY YOUR OBSESSION OF CONTROL AND POWER! As for jails that system is completely fucked. besides the fact that you have no right to lock these people up, baisically its built to the benefit of the wealthy and the government. if your rich you can just buy your way out of jail. they dont give a fuck as long as they get the money. they lock more and more people up just for the purpose of making money for the government to spend on oil and bombs. America thinks its so much better than everyone else. they go to war with a country a the smallest hint they might have a few nuclear weapons while we have thousands. why can we have the bombs and they cant? are we a master race of people who do nothing but the right thing? do we deserve all the best toys on the playground and watch everyone else laughing at how much more powerful we are than them. we are the bullys of the playground. we only help people in need being slaughtered if we see profit in it. if not its "oh how sad. thats so terrible whats happening over there". if your gonna be a fucking superpower control freak at least help the people that need, but no your a corrupt pile of shit. WE DONT WANT YOU! WE DONT NEED YOU! anarchy is the way to go. The worst things that have happened in this world are because of the goverment. the amount of deaths in a setting of anarchy would be far less than with government, were the countrie's leaders hog all the food and resources for their roads and weapons so that the working class people and animals of the world have nothing and die. The governments go to war wiping millions off the face of the earth, creating more anger and hate than was there in the first place, just creating more problems. its a never ending cycle. you say were going to war to help and save people. it just angers and makes more violence. A plane crashes into 2 buildings killing a thousand. you call them evil terrorists who have sick sadistic minds. then you drop atom bombs killing millions and you say "its all in the line of protecting our country and whats right". bullshit. maybe those people in the planes trying to crash into the pentagon were determined on protecting the world from this monster taking over the world, and controlling everyone's every move, that we call America. you guys are just always right and thats that you think. if people would just leave others alone and mind their own fucking business none of this would be happening.